I am not particularly prayerful or religious but for the past few weeks I have been asking God  -- the Universe -- to step in and restore me to my equilibrium.

There is only so much a girl's mind can do. I may appear smart and in control to many people but in fact I could be in shambles, doubting and questioning and screaming in desperation at finding no answers now.

It's quite a burden to believe everything depends on our own efforts.  I have given up -- I am too human, too frail, too dumb I guess.  Exhausted, too, and sick of it.

I need an intervention to whack me back into shape. I have been off my balance for far too long and it's not a nice place to be in.

This is my shoutout, my plea, my prayer.


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